The things I see

my mind was all over the place today. the more i try to focus on finishing one blog BLAM ideas would cease. since 2013 is about me staying in the flow i figured i'd go back to my roots at what i do best......RANTING. yes i'm sure you've all missed that part of me. spending quality time working on my ego(i'm a work in progress. don't judge me). i don't think it's an ego or conceit. i prefer to view it as being overly confident. i'm sure that something i say in the post will offend somebody(it's not really any fun if i don't get under anyone's skin) so be it. y'all should be used to it by now. *takes a deep breath* here goes....

what is this fascination with SATAN?!!! things go awry and all of a sudden people claim that SATAN has been busy. what's up with that bullsh%t? why do folks insist on giving their power away? don't they realize that their words have energy. your thoughts and words create the world around you. so why would you continue to focus on something or someone(not sure what category this falls under) that serves no purpose in your life? that's the worst thing you can do to yourself and those around you. maybe i'm being too critical. i stopped going to church decades ago. it didn't bring me any fulfillment. it's funny because when i tell people that they ASSume that i haven't taken the time to find the "right" church. please don't flood my inbox with invitations to your church either. i'm sure it works great for you. i'm beyond that. i don't criticize anyone for believing religious dogma. actually......i take that back. i do criticize you from a place of love. *wink* i enjoy discussions with people of various faiths. i find it fascinating that so many people believe in so many different ideologies and can't find a common ground. i realized long ago that these different paths lead to the same place. it doesn't matter the name used or the book being read from. it comes from ONE source. many disagree and that's fine. what's important is that we respect one another's opinion and not resort to name calling.

which brings me to rant #2......can we have civil discourse without the name calling? just because i'm BLACK and LATINA doesn't mean that i have to believe what you believe. it's called a difference of opinion assh@le. geez....get a grip. i saw it happening all over facebook during the election. heaven forbid you say anything negative or criticize the president on his first term. negroes acted like they were going to lynch you and sacrifice your first born. all for what.....a difference of opinion? IDK. too many of us think we're free. in reality we behave like mental slaves to an oppressor we can't see. i don't agree with a lot of things people say even racist things. i realize that folks are entitled to think they way they think. it becomes a problem when you infringe on that right. if a business, corporation, church, non-profit etc. has beliefs you don't agree with, take your business elsewhere. as society changes, attitudes change. those that want to stay relevant and keep their doors open will embrace change. those that don't will shutter their doors and fade from memory.

rant #3.....STUPID people. it's one thing to not know something and ask questions. it's another thing to never make any effort to pay attention and ask the same retarded(i like the word and this isn't a politically correct post so stuff it) questions over and over again should be slapped silly. case in point, you want to merge into the left lane but your blinker is showing you plan to merge in the right lane. another example, you know there is a process in place at work but you never take the time to learn what the FCUK it is because you've decided that it's beneath you since you have more important things to do with your time. since you never make the effort to gain a general overview of how things are done anytime this process has to be used YOU have to ask what steps are involved every single time. and you wonder why i look at you with daggers shooting from my eyes because in my head i'm asking myself "are you as dumb as you look?" i was raised in a household where my parents rarely repeated themselves. it was MY responsibility to act accordingly when spoken to. if only my fairy godmother would appear with some fairy dust and sprinkle common sense on these fools. it would save me a lot of aggravation. my sarcasm and cynicism is starting to corrupt those around me. they're beginning to see situations and people for what they really are. it's so refreshing to hear everyone is on the same page and not arguing over miscellaneous details. it's true, your circle is a reflection of who you are. spend time around people uplifting people and you will be uplifted. waste time around folks who aren't about doing anything and i can guarantee that you'll end up doing the same thing NOTHING.

rant #4 stop expecting others to make you happy. they ain't doing shi% and they don't want to see you doing sh^t either. no one can make you happy. only YOU can make yourself happy. i really took that to heart this year. i wasted so much time looking for something that would solve all my problems. my problems are still there i just developed a different outlook. instead of crying my eyes out, i say something snarky and look for a bright side. i don't spend time with negative folks. we ALL have crosses that we're carrying. i wouldn't trade mine with anyone because i have no idea what they are going through. having an outlet to vent is very therapeutic. find something that feeds your soul and enjoy doing it. my suggestion,,,,SEX. sex makes everything better. it beats drinking(bad for your liver) and helps you burn calories.(melts that unwanted belly fat)

i'm done....FOR now. still working on 2 other tantra posts. now that i've gotten all this off my chest finishing them should be easy.